11:00 PM

juz read mad's blog.. abt bdays and disappointments.

heh.. how apt. i was reading that particular blog entry and nodding in agreement all the way.. (how sad huh). it pretty much sums up how i feel.

i'm beginning to dread the coming of my bday as well. 21st was supposed to be the one tt's most special, most celebrated and well.. most remembered? and yeh. mine was deeply (not to mention painfully) etched in my mind. ppl forgive.. but it's reli difficult to forget. tt was simply the worst day of my life. so much so that it made me fearful of those yet to come.

bdays.. it's juz another one of those days where u wake up and wish tt u can juz squeeze ur eyelids shut again, and that it'll soon be nightfall, and the day will pass u by... as uneventfully as possible, with no more heartaches. disappointment.. and misplaced trust.

~gone in a moment..