8:46 PM

been too lazy to blog lately. maybe coz my life's getting so so routine that nothing seems interesting anymore. how sad huh.
the past wk's juz been more feasting and pigging out.. attending reli boring and torturous lectures.. staring at computer screens solving HYSYS problems. oh manz.. and it'll soon be MATLAB. yucks. bless my soul. MATLAB is as alien to me as carrot is to carnivour. ok bad example. but yeh.. u get wat i mean. i hate MATLAB!! it degenerates brain cells and cause widespread depression among alot of matlab-handicapped ppl like me.
sigh.

and wat's worse is that.... i have got a sore throat!! argh. reli hate sore throat. but somehow i seem to be down with it a few zillion times a yr! (must be all the chocolate overdose i noe) no amount of green bean soup can neutralize the MOUNTAIN of chocolates that i ate over the wkend! heh. ya la... i'm asking for it. but old habits die hard. no chocolate = no happiness = no life.

seems like everyone in sch's busy attending networking sessions and industry career talks. EVERYONE except me! and the most worrying thing is that i am not the least bit worried abt it!! there must be a reason behind my aloofness.. and i'm still searching for the reason..

~gone in a moment..

yet another wk..

5:10 PM

it's sunday again! why does the wkend always pass so damn fast..
anyway, i finally got to go timbre!! it's a relireli superb chill out place, as mr alex has promised. great weather tt day somemore.. super cooling esp since timbre's kind of open-air. ooh.. the food's fantastic as well!!


we had the thin crust pizza, some very meatful salad, steak & a MOCKtail. (coz hao and i both can't drink =P)

here's the boy band. they're called... erm.. nvm. dunno wat they're called. but they sure can sing!!! their music's reli fantastic.. hard & soft rock =)

yup.. went vivo yest.. supposed to shop for clothes. but i ended up shopping for food again lahs. as usual. i'm reli hopeless. and look wat we got... GODIVA's CHOCOLIXIR!!!!!! dark chocolate raspberry. so yummilicious! very rich. will make u swoon and buckle at the knees. =)


oh yeh.. this wkend's the fireworks festival or sth.. and we got STUCK for dunno how long on ECP coz LOOK at wat all these inconsiderate ppl are doing!!! (there's supposed to be a photo inserted here but somehow i accidentally deleted it. so use ur imagination lahs.)

anyway, it's a HIGHWAY leh. and people all PARKED their cars on the highway, climbed out of their vehicles and admired the fireworks from the highway!! so can u imagine.. rows and rows of UNMOVING cars. jamming up the entire stretch of highway. from benjamine sheares to keppel road ECP entrance. are they mad or wat. makes u proud to be a singaporean huh.

oh. and i'm banned from running std chart full marathon =( sigh. this is super disappointing lahs. sian. juz went i was so so hyped up abt it. my parents kept insisting tt if i go run they'll be worried sick.. and they were painting the worst case scenario la.. u noe.. i'll faint and maybe kena heat stroke and die or sth. so yeh. no more 42.195km =(

~gone in a moment..

10:20 PM

maybe it's a rotten day in sch.
or maybe it's the sudden realization tt certain close frens were all along mere acquaintances.

maybe it's the need for company.
or just a simple confidante.
the silent wish to be a part of another.

why do i feel so freaking out of place.
be it in sch or even at home.

and many times like this i ask myself
why is it tt i can always be there for others when they need me
and nobody else can do the same for me.

~gone in a moment..

12:05 AM

seeking some form of release. desperately.

~gone in a moment..

11:38 PM

sometimes..
all it takes is juz one person
to ruin ur entire day.

and it so happens that tt one person
is someone u can't run away from
can't avoid
can't shut out of ur life.
simply coz

she's family.

wonder how things deteriorated to such a state.
i did try to salvage
maybe not hard enough.

but perhaps tt was all in vain.
coz sometimes
some things just won't change.

..............................................................................

she probably dun even noe
how much distress it's causing me
someone pls tell me
how can i make her see.

~gone in a moment..

the wk at a glance..

11:06 PM

went ecp cycle with pk during national day. coz was too bored. anyway the place was swarmed with ppl (and their tents), waiting to see the fireworks display (which was reli magnificent i heard).

yup.. and pk got her first paycheck so she treated me to kenny rogers! =) great time feasting, chatting, acting stupid & ppl watching. thanx gal!

& i finally got to try macaroons!!!!!!!damn happy lahs. went katong for a food spree session. hehe. then chanced upon this pretty chi-chi dessert shop. i swear the macaroons were beckoning to me so i had to buy them!! & they taste fantastically WONDERFUL!! =) one bite and u'll float towards heaven. heh.


yup. i signed up for Standard Chartered FULL marathon. 42.195km mind u. think i'm mad. (i noe u agree) 42km!!! crap. all for the Finisher teeshirt. shld juz go print one myself huh. hope i survive it. and juz in case u're wondering, NOPE! i dun intend to train for it by running 42km. this kind of stunt is a once in a lifetime thing u noe.. can only do it once!! so i'll juz wait till tt day and attempt tt 42km =)

~gone in a moment..

bintan!

11:14 PM

bintan trip was fun! tried lotsa different things tt i've never tried before..
here's the dune buggy.. we roughed it out thru jungle treks, muddy grounds and the beach! it's manual steering k.. i can drive =) lalala


oooooooohhh.. nothing beats slacking under 2 coconut trees by the beach..

beautiful kelong @ sunset

me and my BIG chess set!!


yup.. oh and i learnt sailing there too!! 30mins crash course.. heh.. but it's so fun!! shall go pick up sailing some time.. i got potential k.=P hmm we signed up for the half day bintan tour as well.. went to see their town.. (which is relireli small).. like kampong style living..and the ppl there live in pelantar.. wooden houses built in the sea! reli nice and windy.. tried fishing as well. (i think fishing's damn cruel la btw.. it's like deceiving the fish can.. so unethical!!)

yep.. and as expected, we ate ALOT ALOT.. had dozens of gonggongs (sea snails) and chilli crab and other rubbish. overall quite a pleasant trip.. but it's expensive la. machiam like specially catered to singaporeans.. everything super pricey... so if u dun feel like spending money.. u shld juz go sentosa and sulk =)

today's first day of sch.. yep.. quite fun lahs. still very slack. first day only mar. no need too pia. =) went to watch simpsons with mr GY! heh.. it's a very crude and funny movie.. shld go watch.. constant laughter guaranteed!

~gone in a moment..

12:05 AM

oh no.. it suddenly dawned upon me tt it's 2 more days to sch reopen! arghhhh.. so it's time to face reality. no more procrastinating and running away from my fyp. (at this pt of time i'm still totally clueless as to wat exactly my topic is abt)

anyways... before the torture begins.. it's off to bintan tmr!! lalalla.. hope the weather stays fine. the sun, sand and the sea awaits...... ME =)



~gone in a moment..

1:18 AM

LOOK!! i reli love this car.. so pretty!!!! small and cute with no big ass == easy to park =) sigh. so wanna hurry grad & earn $moolah$ to buy this adorable little thing =)

~gone in a moment..

gatherings!

12:41 AM

went settler's cafe @ clarke quay today with my 8 working khakis from my 3day-temp job @ suntec. quite surprised tt everyone actually turned up =) entertained ourselves with the many games there.. this minders game, taboo, heart attack, truth & dare jenga.. got to know more abt them as well. ( i didnt reli interact with anyone else other than my presidents challenge bears during the 3day temp job u see) heh. oh well.. glad it turned out quite ok.. =)

shall upload the photos taken @ settlers cafe when i get my hands on them.. meanwhile.. here's half of us.. @ starbucks wasting time before our individual dinner mtgs


yup.. went to meet alex and gang at city hall after that. timbre was having some private function la. argh. so wasted! wanted to go there look see so badly. i simply dig live bands!! =) anyway we settled for dinner @ seah street deli. this american restaurant @ raffles hotel. the food's reli gd! or maybe we're juz too hungry. heh. poor xp's down with fever. feels odd without u ard. (i became the target of their niao-ings.) next time u muz come k. hope u get well soon!

and jf got himself a job already.. and it's still one more yr to graduation!!! argh.. (and i dun even haf the slightest idea wat my fyp's all abt) supposed to research on the topic but i kept procrastinating.. oh well.. hmm.. i'm sure everything will straighten itself out once sch starts! meanwhile.. it's still slacking and bintan trip for the rest of the hols!!

~gone in a moment..