11:29 PM

why is it that some ppl may slack their way thru and still achieve results..
whereas others gotta slog their ass off.. put their heart and soul into wat they're doin and yet achieve less..
in this case.. isn't it true that life isnt about reaping wat u sow but rather luck and fate??
i noe life isnt fair.
u get dealt the bad cards once u despair but climb back up for a second try.
get dealt the bad cards twice.. u curse and swear but still grit ur teeth thru a third try anyway.
get dealt the bad cards THREE times....
u give up on all hope and start fantasizing abt striking lottery or the grand toto prize.. (see the snaking long queue outside the lottery shops? those are the disillusioned ppl who's probably gave up all hope on doin sth more sensible than queuing for hrs for the grand toto prize)
and when u dun win after countless tries..
u start exclaiming tt life isnt fair!!!!! .... again.
and so the cycle repeats.
again and again throughout ur entire life.

no wonder ppl always say.. life's a bitch.
i so totally agree.

~gone in a moment..