9:36 PM

today is ONLY monday and i almost died of panic attack in sch!! ok.. tt's exaggerating.. but i was juz trying to get my pt across lahs..
cbe is a mad mad faculty.. (till this day i got no idea why i pleaded with the dean to let me get in.. all nus' med fac's fault la. put me on wat shit waiting list??!! wait forever also can't get in.. bleah.) yeh.. anyway.. the fyp list juz got disclosed officially today and guess wat?? most of the projects by those hmm.. shall i juz say more "humane" profs were already snapped up way before the list got released today!!! i mean.. ????!!!!!!! either i'm too slack or the rest are juz too KS la. (read: the rest are too KS.)
sigh.. seems like mastering the art of kiasuism is the only way to survive this course?? spare me pls.

daily life itself is already a mad mad race.


two tests this wk and none studied. heh. i am so dead. tests are looming and yet i've still got no sense of urgency?? perhaps i've attained immunity to all tests and pressing deadlines... kiasuism?? bring it on!!
i've since attained .................. Immunity- against- all- crap.

~gone in a moment..