1:22 AM

Problem:
stupid screwed up matlab cd + lousy lagging laptop = failure of installation of matlab version 7
failure of installation = inability to start & complete process control assignment

Suggested Feedback Control: (to salvage the stupid situation)
embark on long journey to remote NTU on an otherwise beautiful SUNDAY to use its matlab program to do the STUPID ASSIGNMENT!!

Desired Output:
locate a computer with matlab version7 PROPERLY installed & finish the STUPID ASSIGNMENT
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can't believe i actually hafto go back to sch on a SUNDAY just to use the stupid matlab program to do my process control hw!! (simply coz my matlab version6 is too OLD to open the hw file on edventure which was uploaded using matlab version7.. & the installation disc tt hao kindly took so long to burn for me REFUSES to be functional on my comp!!!!!) arghhhhhhhhhh..... i'm telling u u can't imagine how FREAKING PISSED i am now. so so EXTREMELY PISSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm seriously on the brink of insanity. stupid shitified wkend. wth. i reli hate this crap.
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i mean.. wat kind of course is this???????!!! having to spend ALL my waking hrs killing wat's left of my pathetic brain cells trying to solve tutorials after tutorials.. rushing to meet deadlines for submissions WHILE studying for the never-ending tests & putting together silly lab reports & projects!! & wat's worst is that I haf got absolutely NO INTEREST in wat i'm studying!! wat a terribly sad pathetic school life. & i still haf one more freaking yr to go??!!! rite.. betting on my sanity to last till then.

i noe. i sound like a serious nut case. can't help it. society's FORCING me to morph into one pyschotic, hot-tempered, grumpy & resentful maniac!!!! ( i dun blame u if u're nodding ur head in agreement rite now)

sometimes i reli wonder.. how is it even possible for my blood pressure to stay so low in view of these absolutely PISSIFYING circumstances. i shld haf died of high blood pressure or some artery-eruption a long time ago.


i. seriously. need. a. BREAK!!

~gone in a moment..