12:42 AM

exams are finally over!! yeah! been overtaxing my puny brain too much over the past few days. glad that it's all over and done with =)

had dinner at kuishinbo with zihui, anqi, sk & jieying yest nite.. thanx gals for the treat! gorged ourselves silly and we all ended up too full but reli happy and satisfied. heh. but we're mostly too engrossed with eating.. so no photos.. except towards the very end..

dessert galore!!

and dear lil' oint made me this.. relireli artistic and pretty dun u think.

went ktv with oint and zah (my bro-in-law) this afternoon.. his treat. heh. coz we were kind enough to be his audience & get tortured while he very ~ahem confidently belted out his ballads. haha. no la. but seriously.. we did have loads of fun. thanx zah!

daisies from haoz..

and ipod nano too! (i waited 22yrs to get my first decent mp3 player)

oh.. haoz treated me to this restaurant called "greenhouse" at ritz carlton! it's jap buffet this wk. reli reli amazing sashimi spread and all. but still.. 2 days of jap consecutively.. oh well.. i'm not grumbling. =) the ambience and food's reli awesome. great service too! they suddenly played this "happy bday" song over the sound system and 3 of their staff came out with this banana chocolate bday cake and started singing.. heh. the cake's reli pretty.. and very yummy!! (even though i was totally stuffed by then)

complimentary bday cake from the restaurant.




and of coz.. my beloved chumchum (accompanied by nomnom) was present! heh. he turns 14 this yr =)


yup.. had a reli great time today. (so glad tt it turned out completely different from the horrendous 21st last yr..) thanx heaps to everyone who bothered to drop me an sms/online msg. reli do appreciate it. thankew =) love u gals loads! *hugz*

~gone in a moment..

2:54 PM

yay!! two papers down!! lalalala.... happy =)

3 more consecutive papers next wk. but dun feel like studying already. study too early everything will juz diffuse out of my brain anyway. waste of time. heh.

and i'm finally coughing less! but now the evil twin called sore throat's back. =( means no chocolate yet. sigh. healthy food's boring. porridge's boring. even my beloved bread's starting to taste bland.

dear chocolate and ice cream and all things unhealthy and yummilicious.
i miss u soooooooooooo damn much.

~gone in a moment..

7:32 PM

arghhhhhh...
this is the longest period tt i've been sick for the entire 22yrs of my life!
finally went to see the doc this morn after one wk of super-phlegm-filled coughing.
and now i hafto take FIVE different kinds of medicine once every 4 hrs! bleah.. tt's alot of drugs can. no wonder my body's showing all the symptoms of intoxication. i suspect that doc's either a quack and trying to get rid of all his soon-to-be-expired medicine, or that i'm reli that sick.

so all that medicine should make me feel better rite?
WRONG!
feel super drowsy and dehydrated la. i suspect i'm poisoning my overworked liver. sigh. been sleeping so so much.. and my waking hours are very much in a trance-like state.
oh yay. Plt Safety paper's this tues. and everytime i pick up the disgusting yellow TB to study, i fall asleep within 10mins! (i seriously wonder if it's the TB or the drugs).

yeh. juz wanna get it over and done with. so so so sick of plant safety. and of coz.. i'm reli so so so very sick.

~gone in a moment..

12:53 AM

so so so so very sick.
coughing so badly tt i wont be surprised if i cough my lungs out one of these days.
feel so weak and devoid of energy that climbing the FIVE massive flights of stairs up to my freaking room in hall (yes i moved in already) threaten to make me collapse from shortness of breath.
oh wat puny lil lungs i have.

exams are so so near. and in 3days i slept a grand total of 40hrs!! *applause*
and it doesnt help tt my waking hrs are very much in a trance like state.
likedat how to study??!
.
.
shall think abt it when i'm not so woozy from all the accumulated drugs tt have built up within.

~gone in a moment..

11:03 PM

yeh.. and so everyone's busy mugging for the exams.. and wat haf i been up to?? heh.. been treating myself sooooooo well (with the excuse tt brain works better with better ~ahem.. NUTRITION).. tt i'm starting to feel reli guilty.. =P


banana scones (yes.. bakin when i shld be studying)

box of pretty chocolates from japan - gift from hao's mommy.

seafood platter for two! @ manhattan fish mkt? can't rem the name.. the fish & co rival..

and this!! i treated myself to the ENTIRE box of it!! expensive k. but it's too cute to resist!! been fantasizing abt it since forever =) it belongs to the "fantasy" series..haha. how apt! each is nicely crafted and so decadent!! one bite and u'll float upwards.. haha. interested can go see their webby! http://www.gobi.com.sg/gobi.swf

and finally.. drove oint to munchy donuts (again).. dunno if i said this before.. but its so much better than a certain other donut shop which commands a super long queue @ cityhall area. simply yummilicious!!

and yeh.. hall office called me up on monday. they offered me a room.. so yeh. the mad frenzy of packing my stuff and carting everything to hall followed suit. guess it's better to stay in hall. otherwise.. i'll either be busy feasting (see long list of evidence above) or slacking at home...
then come the exams.. watch me cry. =P

~gone in a moment..

11:18 PM

yeah! finally got our air tix and everything confirmed!! (believe me when i say it was a super tedious and ardous process..) shld reli teach me not to be so last min anymore. anyway.. happy tt it's settled =) at least there's sth for me to look forward to after the exams!

juz wondering.. if u ever had the weird urge to juz go grab that particular sth everytime u walk past a shop selling it. even though u noe that it doesnt taste tt nice. i suspect i'm too heavily addicted to min-chiang-kuey!! i'm mad. reli. everytime i walk past a min-chiang-kuey shop i'll juz subconsciously veer towards it and buy my red bean pancake! it's like an erm.. unexplainable force beckoning me to buy it lahs. even though jollibean's ones are reli yucky. and once i bite into it i wld regret buying it. but then the next time..... the whole vicious cycle repeats itself again. =P

oh well.. the hopeless min-chiang-kuey addiction. and since it's been i think one long wk?? since i last had my dose of min chiang kuey (MCK).. i suspect i'm starting to display some withdrawal symptoms!! so much so tt i dreamt of my MCK last nite! (and i'm actually dedicating an entire blog entry to it)

sigh.. if only i love my Plant Safety or Design Proj or Engin and Soc modules as much as my MCK. i'd be on the dean's list. ahh.. don't u wish.

~gone in a moment..

11:00 PM

juz read mad's blog.. abt bdays and disappointments.

heh.. how apt. i was reading that particular blog entry and nodding in agreement all the way.. (how sad huh). it pretty much sums up how i feel.

i'm beginning to dread the coming of my bday as well. 21st was supposed to be the one tt's most special, most celebrated and well.. most remembered? and yeh. mine was deeply (not to mention painfully) etched in my mind. ppl forgive.. but it's reli difficult to forget. tt was simply the worst day of my life. so much so that it made me fearful of those yet to come.

bdays.. it's juz another one of those days where u wake up and wish tt u can juz squeeze ur eyelids shut again, and that it'll soon be nightfall, and the day will pass u by... as uneventfully as possible, with no more heartaches. disappointment.. and misplaced trust.

~gone in a moment..

10:35 PM

been a pissifying week! argh.. its reli like a whole chain of separate events. so glad i haf low blood pressure.. else i'd have died from hypertension eons ago.

so many things tt i reli wish i cld rant abt here coz it's my freaking blog but somehow i cant coz the ppl involved do have access to wat i write. so yeh. there u go. wat a big superficial world. where everyone have to care abt wat others think or feel.

let's juz say.. it reli irks me when
-ppl dun cooperate and try to make things easier for u when u're the one doing all the stuff and running of errands for them
-when all ur great plans hafto go "poof"! and vanish into thin air.. coz some ppl simply cant make up their minds
-ppl take u for granted

and who i reli hate most: hypocritical ppl who attempts to suck up to u (very unsuccessfully) only when they need ur help!
wah sheesh.. and coz u irk me soooooooo much.. pls dun expect me to ATTEMPT to be nice to u and accede to all ur requests. coz that would make me hypocritical as well.

and yeh.. i reli dun care if u read this. if u think u fit into any of the above categories, then there's a high chance i'm talking abt u. go ahead and put me down on ur most hated list. i reli dun care.

~gone in a moment..